scared

Jennifer and I are so worried because the vet is going to sedate Farley. He is extremely constipated, and it has blocked his upper intestines. If the vet doesn't sedate him and give him an enema, Farley will die. If they do sedate him, there is a significant risk that he could never wake up.

I wanted to try to write my feelings here, but I can't even think how to put them into words. I'm just so worried that he is going to die while he is sedated, and I won't be able to see him again or hold him in my lap or feel him purring next to me. I'm hoping that it all goes well and that he is a tough cat and he makes it through. I feel so helpless.